The last day of 2007...

2008 is almost here!
I want 2007 to be over...it wasn't a good year...
Is 2008 going to be better or the same?
We'll see...
Happy new year to everybody!

Merry Christmas!

So...it's Christmas time!
I still haven't figured out whether I like Christmas or not...
Oh well...I don't care!

Everything you see is a lie...

I feel so lonely...so distant from everyone...
Every morning I wear the same smile...but I don't mean it...
Have you ever feel this unique kind of pain that makes you wanna make your throat bleed from screaming?
I want to scream!
I want to break free!
I'm back to the darkness...
Back..

So cold...

It's so cold...I can barely type...my fingers are frozen...
I feel isolated...
I'm repulsed by people I used to like...
What's the point in talking when I'm only listening about problems?
Seriously...I'm tired...
I care too much...too much...
As if I don't have my own problems! As if I don't have a life to talk for!
I'm tired of over analyzing things...
2008 is almost here...
I need to write down my resolutions...
On top of my list: Survive!

*angry*

I'm so pissed off with some people!
I'm so tired of caring and giving without taking!
It's time to become mean!
Seriously...I'm not asking for a lot of things!
JUST REMEMBER ME!
Awful people...
I hate you all...
I'm sure none of you knows I'm talking about you!

More time please!

Update time! Hehe!

I just came home...I went out with my friends and I must admit I had a great time!
How can you get lost in our city? How can you get lost when you know where you want to go?
Don't ask me! I was only waiting! Hehe!

It's going to be a long and exhausting weekend...
Studying, studying and studying!

I need more time! I don't like deadlines...although I work better when time is running our...
Strange me!

That's all...I'm off for now...

Dum dum dum dum....humming melodies...

My favorite movie is Tim Burton's Nightmare Before Christmas!
I simply love it!
Christmas is almost here...
I decided to spend Christmas with a smile!
No more bad mood! No more yelling! No more darkness!
That's what I'm saying now....but I'm sure that melancholy is gonna knock on my door again...